Twelve months, each a swollen memory
compressed into the sawdust of one day.
The breeze was a waving flag;
its hand signaled a solemn farewell.
A ghostly echo will travel this way.
Every twelve months will it pass by
makng rounds as a sober sentry.
The automatic opener of the mind's eye
will glimpse into memory's past
when for one sweet and precious moment
the ethereal and this realm converge.
At Times I Question
At times I question
the logic of my sanity
or the sanity of my logic.
Either way I'm left bewildered
lost in the immersion of myself.
My own mind is a monkey
in a tree caught somewhere between
human and beast, not quite
one nor the other yet trying
to discern the difference
between the two. They must
be few if there are any at all.
A sweet silence is the salvation
I try to wrap around me like
a safe, warm blanket but
someone keeps pulling the covers off
leaving me exposed and vulnerable
to the noise, the mess, the overwhelming
stench of existence that filters through
hurting my ears, polluting my surroundings
and there is no cave I can descend into
where privacy is not imposed upon.
It could all be so simple
but the push against the door of
my mind until at times
I have to question.